sick and hating every minute of it
I haven't updated in a while. My dad got back Friday from the convention and everything has been awesome since then. I missed him so much. He told me this was probably going to be his last trip unless the Marlins go to the World Series again.
I got a pretty bad virus and it feels like more than that...
Everything at this point is alright. I truly don't have one word that can describe or illustrate how I'm feeling. I still have faith that everything will eventually get better. It's pointless to let something or many things bring you down. I learned that the hard way and it never really got me anywhere. I've observed that it's best for things to take their own course and to prioritize the goals you want most in life. Honestly, I just want senior year to be fun, exciting, and filled with more positive than negative memories. It's impossible to erase the past. No matter how hard I've wanted to, it just never works out that way.
Sure...it would be easy to burn, throw away, donate, etc. things that were given to you but what will that solve? What would it prove?
In the long run you'll be left with regret and the old memories that can't be erased from your mind. I've decided to keep everything and resist the temptation. No matter how bad it gets...it was all worth it. My main objective now is healing and maybe with time even forgiveness...
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I got a pretty bad virus and it feels like more than that...
Everything at this point is alright. I truly don't have one word that can describe or illustrate how I'm feeling. I still have faith that everything will eventually get better. It's pointless to let something or many things bring you down. I learned that the hard way and it never really got me anywhere. I've observed that it's best for things to take their own course and to prioritize the goals you want most in life. Honestly, I just want senior year to be fun, exciting, and filled with more positive than negative memories. It's impossible to erase the past. No matter how hard I've wanted to, it just never works out that way.
Sure...it would be easy to burn, throw away, donate, etc. things that were given to you but what will that solve? What would it prove?
In the long run you'll be left with regret and the old memories that can't be erased from your mind. I've decided to keep everything and resist the temptation. No matter how bad it gets...it was all worth it. My main objective now is healing and maybe with time even forgiveness...
<3