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I don't think I've gone to bed before 2:30 in weeks.
I always do this
I'm so fucking tired but I know if I go upstairs and get into bed I'll lie there staring at the ceiling for an hour and a half. And once I get bored of that I'll get out the yearbook and get all sad and emo and shit and put on Brand New and then the whole night will be shot. For some reason.
I've been having the worst trouble sleeping...I'm actually dreading getting off the computer and going upstairs.
I went upstairs at 5 am the other night. Didn't sleep till after 6...:/ that was the day I slept till 2:30 pm and my parents were soooo pissed off about me sleeping in. I don't see what the big deal is though.
I need to do my AP stuff. I haven't worked on it in 5 days, which is, incidentally, only about 2 days after I started it. I'm screwed.
I really don't want to go back to school. At the beginning of summer I did. Like, really bad.
But now, I don't want to see anybody, I don't want to do work, hell, I barely ever even want to get out of bed...and the only thing I even have to do anymore is move from the tv to the computer.
Whatever. My contacts hurt so I might as well go read or something even if I can't fall asleep.
This summer sucked.
And now I have a ton of shit to do before I go back. I need to find a dress for the wedding, which I know will take a long time, get my hair cut, do all the ap american and ap physics work, do some of my back to school shopping, go to the wedding/motel 6/reception, then 3 days later leave for Toronto, with or without Ellie, on the Fast Ferry, drive back via Kingston, Wolf Island, and where ever my mom's cousin lives (HE WORKS ON A BOAT ELLIE! WE CAN GO ON A BOAT RIDE MY DAD SAYS! I keep getting really excited about that Ellie), come back 2 or 3 days later (my dad won't say when yet), and then do the rest of my back to school shopping, and then school is basically here. CRAP.
Oh well, screw it. I'm going to bed.
I always do this
I'm so fucking tired but I know if I go upstairs and get into bed I'll lie there staring at the ceiling for an hour and a half. And once I get bored of that I'll get out the yearbook and get all sad and emo and shit and put on Brand New and then the whole night will be shot. For some reason.
I've been having the worst trouble sleeping...I'm actually dreading getting off the computer and going upstairs.
I went upstairs at 5 am the other night. Didn't sleep till after 6...:/ that was the day I slept till 2:30 pm and my parents were soooo pissed off about me sleeping in. I don't see what the big deal is though.
I need to do my AP stuff. I haven't worked on it in 5 days, which is, incidentally, only about 2 days after I started it. I'm screwed.
I really don't want to go back to school. At the beginning of summer I did. Like, really bad.
But now, I don't want to see anybody, I don't want to do work, hell, I barely ever even want to get out of bed...and the only thing I even have to do anymore is move from the tv to the computer.
Whatever. My contacts hurt so I might as well go read or something even if I can't fall asleep.
This summer sucked.
And now I have a ton of shit to do before I go back. I need to find a dress for the wedding, which I know will take a long time, get my hair cut, do all the ap american and ap physics work, do some of my back to school shopping, go to the wedding/motel 6/reception, then 3 days later leave for Toronto, with or without Ellie, on the Fast Ferry, drive back via Kingston, Wolf Island, and where ever my mom's cousin lives (HE WORKS ON A BOAT ELLIE! WE CAN GO ON A BOAT RIDE MY DAD SAYS! I keep getting really excited about that Ellie), come back 2 or 3 days later (my dad won't say when yet), and then do the rest of my back to school shopping, and then school is basically here. CRAP.
Oh well, screw it. I'm going to bed.