it kicks in
i can't take it anymore. like i've had things affect me a lot, but never like this, and who woulda thought that it'd be something so seemingly insignificant.
i hate not being able to play soccer. or run. or really do any physical excercise that i enjoy (enjoy being the key word).
i think that i've found myself tearing up or crying about this more than i have other a lot of other things. by no means am i sad all the time w/e. i just hate this and wish it were different.
i've never been hurt this long. i don't know how ppl w/ extremely bad injuries deal with it. but at least they have some idea as to when they're going to play?
i'm not trying to get pity. i just wanted to bitch cuz i'm so affected by this and i don't think a lot of ppl get why, or get that i am.
time to sleep.
i hate not being able to play soccer. or run. or really do any physical excercise that i enjoy (enjoy being the key word).
i think that i've found myself tearing up or crying about this more than i have other a lot of other things. by no means am i sad all the time w/e. i just hate this and wish it were different.
i've never been hurt this long. i don't know how ppl w/ extremely bad injuries deal with it. but at least they have some idea as to when they're going to play?
i'm not trying to get pity. i just wanted to bitch cuz i'm so affected by this and i don't think a lot of ppl get why, or get that i am.
time to sleep.