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lulu's email impressed me. It made me feel like how inmature I am in front of her. I am the one who messed up the whole thing and now asking for pity. I wish everything could start over and I wouldnt be the one that actually made everyone worries. She said I'm her only friend regardless in what way she meant. That really warmed me and I rather believe so. It is something that I need and care about at this time. I hope she didnt get mad at what I did and she needs to know how important she's actually meant to me too. we went thru the hardest time and did the most exciting thing together. I care about this friendship and I hope she does too.