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yay! I got another layout, and it is so much nicer than the other one, well i think so anyway :)
Anyway, I haven't updated in ages, I have been stressing over uni and work, aww I HATE work soo much. I have decided to be an avon lady...then I spose I own't be as stressed because I can work my own hours. I feel bad cos everyone at work is so nice and I hate it so much so I will feel guilty for leaving. Lately that is all I have been feeling...guilty cos I should do more uni without being stressed, and be able to handle work as well, and not get sick at work, and cos everyone else works, why can't I? it sux, expecially when none of my friends from uni work, well the main ones. It just makes me feel so left out, but I know I NEED the pay, expecially for the wedding and stuff. So the people from avon didn't ring me which SUX. I am going to send another email I think cos I really want to quit my job and do this. Jamie thinks I just should, but it would put more pressure on him, and make me feel even more gulity for him being the only one working. ahhhhh...I can't wait til I am out of uni and have a job I LIKE going to, where you are allowed to sit down and talk to people, take your lunch when you want, etc etc. I spose I will have to wait. DAMN.
Anyway, I am going to the gym now with mummy :) That should make me feel better.
Anyway, I haven't updated in ages, I have been stressing over uni and work, aww I HATE work soo much. I have decided to be an avon lady...then I spose I own't be as stressed because I can work my own hours. I feel bad cos everyone at work is so nice and I hate it so much so I will feel guilty for leaving. Lately that is all I have been feeling...guilty cos I should do more uni without being stressed, and be able to handle work as well, and not get sick at work, and cos everyone else works, why can't I? it sux, expecially when none of my friends from uni work, well the main ones. It just makes me feel so left out, but I know I NEED the pay, expecially for the wedding and stuff. So the people from avon didn't ring me which SUX. I am going to send another email I think cos I really want to quit my job and do this. Jamie thinks I just should, but it would put more pressure on him, and make me feel even more gulity for him being the only one working. ahhhhh...I can't wait til I am out of uni and have a job I LIKE going to, where you are allowed to sit down and talk to people, take your lunch when you want, etc etc. I spose I will have to wait. DAMN.
Anyway, I am going to the gym now with mummy :) That should make me feel better.