Jun 30, 2008 21:32
I think this whole bed rest thing it catching up with me. I just get so lonely. I love Jake. He's my best friend. But sometimes I wish I still had my friends I had because it would give me something to look forward to.
I wish that just one day someone would just stop by and see me. Spend some time with me. I get so lonely during the day. I really miss having friends. I miss being able to just go out whenever i want to and doing stuff. I kinda miss living paycheck to paycheck and wondering how long I can push my bills because i was poor.
blah I just don't know what to do anymore.