catching up
~*First off a comment to my darling sister sam*~
U ARE A BIG FUCKING BITCH I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU< SEE YOU OR EVEN THINK ABOUT U EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE! SO WHAT DO U HAVE IN LIFE SAMANTHA????? NOT FAMILY< U FUCKED THAT WITH ALL FUCKING SIDES< THATS A FUCKING TALENT AND ALL U HAD WAS ME< BUT U DONE FUCKED ALl THAT UP TOO< U R SO MISERABLE IN LIFE IT IS SO PATHETIC! AND NEXT TIME U WANT TO ACCUSE ME OF BEING AN ALCOHOLIC TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND REMEMBER THE FOURTH OF JULY U STUPID UNGRATEFUL LONELY LITTLE BITCH< HAVE FUN WITH DEB< BECAUSE THATS UR ONLY FAMILY< AND TRY NOT TO FUCK THAT ONE UP> KEEP CHEATING ON ANDY< KEEP CALLING ADAM U WILL ALWAYS LIVE A LONELY SAD FUCKING LIFE< SINCE ALL U DO IS HURT THE PPL AROUND U WHO USED TO LOVE AND CARE ABOUT U!
CONSIDER THIS A LETTER FROM UR EX SISTER
~*Now that thats out the way!!! So i have an awesome boyfriend now that i love so so so much, we knew we loved each other from the first day we met. It is so scary to know that i actually fell for a guy and settled down, don't get me wrong i still go out like every night but i bring my baby, Another funny thing about us, is we are like so much alike to what we eat, say, like, i am telling u it is crazy. If u are my friend u know i do not spend every waking day with the same guy, i know i have heard it from alot of u about how i am totally changing ok i got it, but i love it. and u know i never date guys younger than me but josh is 20 and wont be 21 till february, so u know its love and not just a game. God i love him*~
~* JAIL *~
So yea i have court on friday and i have a feeling i am going to be spending so time alone and scared in jail for a little bit!? Damn DUI'S, please everyone do not i repeat do not drink and drive and if u do and end up at probation, do what what ur probation officer says to do, even if that means spending the only money u have on dumb classes that u really do not just as long as it keeps u out of jail> I am going to miss josh so much!
~*JOB*~
So i have a job interview at Camel, to be a Camel Girl, handing out ciggs at bars and clubs and whatever else functions come up, but i am scared they hire me and then i will be in jail, but josh says i may get work release damn this is so gay! I had a job at Speed Way at 15 and rochester but i slept in instead both days i was supposed to go in.
Thats about it the last two weeks have been a drunken mess of fun, thanks to my girl Jamie who just got back from iraq, even though i had to practically beg her to go out every night, and thanks to my ex Jay, for his ID so that my new man can go out with me!!!Fooled him!!
~*RO-Z *~
Girl, i am going to really miss u, when u actually do move to Ft. Campbell with Jake! Fuck my sister she is crazy and was talking mad shit on you, with everyone about the "news" thing, well i wrote her a nice little comment, so i hope she gets the hint that i do not want to talk to her dumb ass any more!The fourth was so embarrassing, i told josh that they were family, and when we went to the hose i felt like i am so happy that he loves me or he would have left me there because they are crazy, all he kept saying was " Oh my god", with samantha's drunk ass yelling looking like hell, my supposed step mom sitting there not saying anything, like she enjoyed it, and there friend going on and on and on about my jeans, excuse me "Samantha's" jeans being rolled down and showing my pubic area, no sorry shut up get out of my life and grow up, i am so sick of that shit and they have the audacity to say shit about my mom always talking about my appearance and she does not do that any more bc i finally said something to her about it! So fuck it! i do not need sam and deb i do not even care i have been putting up with this shit since forever i dont need it! To bad my brothers live over there the only time i will see them is when they come here! Well i love u and u better keep in touch with me! We have been through so much together, good, bad and definatly the worse! I love you, be careful down there and remember call me any time, when my car works, and i will be there!!
****Thanks for reading and sorry about the language but i had to get it out****
U ARE A BIG FUCKING BITCH I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU< SEE YOU OR EVEN THINK ABOUT U EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE! SO WHAT DO U HAVE IN LIFE SAMANTHA????? NOT FAMILY< U FUCKED THAT WITH ALL FUCKING SIDES< THATS A FUCKING TALENT AND ALL U HAD WAS ME< BUT U DONE FUCKED ALl THAT UP TOO< U R SO MISERABLE IN LIFE IT IS SO PATHETIC! AND NEXT TIME U WANT TO ACCUSE ME OF BEING AN ALCOHOLIC TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND REMEMBER THE FOURTH OF JULY U STUPID UNGRATEFUL LONELY LITTLE BITCH< HAVE FUN WITH DEB< BECAUSE THATS UR ONLY FAMILY< AND TRY NOT TO FUCK THAT ONE UP> KEEP CHEATING ON ANDY< KEEP CALLING ADAM U WILL ALWAYS LIVE A LONELY SAD FUCKING LIFE< SINCE ALL U DO IS HURT THE PPL AROUND U WHO USED TO LOVE AND CARE ABOUT U!
CONSIDER THIS A LETTER FROM UR EX SISTER
~*Now that thats out the way!!! So i have an awesome boyfriend now that i love so so so much, we knew we loved each other from the first day we met. It is so scary to know that i actually fell for a guy and settled down, don't get me wrong i still go out like every night but i bring my baby, Another funny thing about us, is we are like so much alike to what we eat, say, like, i am telling u it is crazy. If u are my friend u know i do not spend every waking day with the same guy, i know i have heard it from alot of u about how i am totally changing ok i got it, but i love it. and u know i never date guys younger than me but josh is 20 and wont be 21 till february, so u know its love and not just a game. God i love him*~
~* JAIL *~
So yea i have court on friday and i have a feeling i am going to be spending so time alone and scared in jail for a little bit!? Damn DUI'S, please everyone do not i repeat do not drink and drive and if u do and end up at probation, do what what ur probation officer says to do, even if that means spending the only money u have on dumb classes that u really do not just as long as it keeps u out of jail> I am going to miss josh so much!
~*JOB*~
So i have a job interview at Camel, to be a Camel Girl, handing out ciggs at bars and clubs and whatever else functions come up, but i am scared they hire me and then i will be in jail, but josh says i may get work release damn this is so gay! I had a job at Speed Way at 15 and rochester but i slept in instead both days i was supposed to go in.
Thats about it the last two weeks have been a drunken mess of fun, thanks to my girl Jamie who just got back from iraq, even though i had to practically beg her to go out every night, and thanks to my ex Jay, for his ID so that my new man can go out with me!!!Fooled him!!
~*RO-Z *~
Girl, i am going to really miss u, when u actually do move to Ft. Campbell with Jake! Fuck my sister she is crazy and was talking mad shit on you, with everyone about the "news" thing, well i wrote her a nice little comment, so i hope she gets the hint that i do not want to talk to her dumb ass any more!The fourth was so embarrassing, i told josh that they were family, and when we went to the hose i felt like i am so happy that he loves me or he would have left me there because they are crazy, all he kept saying was " Oh my god", with samantha's drunk ass yelling looking like hell, my supposed step mom sitting there not saying anything, like she enjoyed it, and there friend going on and on and on about my jeans, excuse me "Samantha's" jeans being rolled down and showing my pubic area, no sorry shut up get out of my life and grow up, i am so sick of that shit and they have the audacity to say shit about my mom always talking about my appearance and she does not do that any more bc i finally said something to her about it! So fuck it! i do not need sam and deb i do not even care i have been putting up with this shit since forever i dont need it! To bad my brothers live over there the only time i will see them is when they come here! Well i love u and u better keep in touch with me! We have been through so much together, good, bad and definatly the worse! I love you, be careful down there and remember call me any time, when my car works, and i will be there!!
****Thanks for reading and sorry about the language but i had to get it out****