Jan 09, 2006 17:44
God, I hate PMS
My grades are going downhill and I'm not motivated to work hard and get them back up. Not good seeing as how exams are in a week. It's so dumb because when I see my grades drop it makes me soo mad because grades (I know this sounds so dumb) are like the one thing I actually have that I'm good at. I'm pulling over a 4-point right now, and it's so stressful knowing that grades are the only thing I can really rely on and it's soo hard to keep that grade point where it is. I'm not athletic or anything and a lot of people are really mad at me right now. So when my grades go down it kills me because I can't be like "Oh well, atleast I have sports"....God, I hate that. I'm so afraid of letting people down and not living up to the expectations people have of me.
On top of that, I'm so sick of people calling me a dumb blonde or a space cadet or whatever. I can have my moments, but it doesn't mean that I'm like an "airhead". So people who keep calling me a ditz or anything like that, shutup. I'm not dumb, so shove it.
Okay, glad to get that off my shoulders.