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Oh my God.
Okay, so Juston found me on MySpace, and he's gay. But he didn't have pics up until today, so it was kind of safe to assume that there was a chance that it wasn't him. And then I saw his picture and my heart just stopped. It's really him. I'd recognize that boy a mile away any day of the week. I don't even know why it makes my heart stop. All those years from kindergarten on and he couldn't tell me he was gay, and in high school when I was fixated on him, he couldn't even tell me then. But it makes so much other stuff make sense now.
I even talked to him about 4 years ago, when I'd found my dad, but we lost contact again, and that was that. Holy crap.
Okay, so Juston found me on MySpace, and he's gay. But he didn't have pics up until today, so it was kind of safe to assume that there was a chance that it wasn't him. And then I saw his picture and my heart just stopped. It's really him. I'd recognize that boy a mile away any day of the week. I don't even know why it makes my heart stop. All those years from kindergarten on and he couldn't tell me he was gay, and in high school when I was fixated on him, he couldn't even tell me then. But it makes so much other stuff make sense now.
I even talked to him about 4 years ago, when I'd found my dad, but we lost contact again, and that was that. Holy crap.