this is my confession
i have a new obsession with the show 7th heaven. okay, maybe "obsession" is too strong a word. a liking. an enjoyment. a watching-everyday. i recently discovered it's on abc family every weekday at 6pm, so when i think of it, or if i'm so lucky to flip through the channels and stumble upon it (should i have forgotten), i watch it. i watch the entire thing without changing the channel at the commercials. AND i find this a pleasurable experience.
i'm seriously wanting to psychologize myself and figure this out! part of it is obvious and if you were within earshot you'd know it too - it makes me laugh. it's best when they talk about sex. i sit there and wonder how these actors say their lines with such gusto... and without laughing. because i am laughing quite hard. but then i wonder why i think it's so funny, because i can't help but wonder if these people (although not real) are more like what i should be (want... to be?!) than i am.
then my mind almost always ends up at: why the hell am i thinking about this so much?! it's all a little sad.
on a 100% unrelated note: why does it bother me when people who i don't like don't like me back? one of my old roommates un-facebooked me recently (exactly when is hard to say) and i don't like her. but why doesn't she like me? ugh.
wow, there was my first post in who-knows how long!
i'm seriously wanting to psychologize myself and figure this out! part of it is obvious and if you were within earshot you'd know it too - it makes me laugh. it's best when they talk about sex. i sit there and wonder how these actors say their lines with such gusto... and without laughing. because i am laughing quite hard. but then i wonder why i think it's so funny, because i can't help but wonder if these people (although not real) are more like what i should be (want... to be?!) than i am.
then my mind almost always ends up at: why the hell am i thinking about this so much?! it's all a little sad.
on a 100% unrelated note: why does it bother me when people who i don't like don't like me back? one of my old roommates un-facebooked me recently (exactly when is hard to say) and i don't like her. but why doesn't she like me? ugh.
wow, there was my first post in who-knows how long!