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I believe art is all around us in various shapes and forms. I open my eyes a little wider sometimes or squint to see everything, even though it's right there WHAM! like fireworks in the sky. I like to explore and feel everything. I daydream about photographs and people. When the music is right I have to dance, or sing, or cry. There is never enough beautiful music about misery and longing and pain and joy and sorrow and love and hate ever all tangled up together. I love watching people. I carry alot of baggage in my life, perhaps too much of the emotional sort. I am constantly torn between good and bad, up and down, left and right, or really anything that has an opposite. It comes with being a indecisive, extremely observant and confused Gemini. I can't keep a tan, or get one for that matter, yet I'm not Irish. I obsess over tiny beautiful things. I think when Walt Whitman calls grass "The beautiful uncut hair of graves" it is one of the best lines of poetry ever written. I am human and I need to be loved. I believe in soul mates... That one person who just completes you in every way possible. I want to fall into love once and forever, but until then I'd like to spin my life into a million silky, sticky webs. I'm not this dramatic. I have imperfections and errors. Constant bloodfow and breathing. A sacred heart and it’s open for all to see.