Jul 06, 2010 00:56
these few weeks are going fine,
a little too hard to handle but i just gotta deal with it.
i found time to laugh and enjoy
i found time to cry and whine.
many things going on in july, today's the 6th already.
coping well, but not that well with my modules,
still maintaining time to see my awesomes in between classes.
have you ever had a time where you lost something and you search high and low for it?
your heart is filled with fear and anticipation at the same time it's so hurting
you became physically and mentally tired because you have to keep looking for it
but you don't want to let go because it is very important to you.
and you swear and curse at it, most of the time blaming yourself.
but the best part is, when you find what you are looking for, all your pain and your worries are gone almost immediately
and all you can see is nothing but your precious.
been back to church this week, can say its awesome,
even though i was down with very bad cramps that day and still had to stand 7 hours.
but nothing beats being in the house of God.