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[sweeetseduction]

your words have stabbed me over and over
my heart is bleeding
I'm dumb-founded
there's not enough alcohol left in me to just make me sleep it through
the thought of it being over has never just hit me
until now
my head is pounding
my pillow is soaked
I can feel everything in my stomach coming up my throat
I just want someone here
I can't be alone
I have to fucking work in 4 1/2 hours
I want everything to just be over
I wish it never started
The truth hurts.. but fuck it
I just don't want to be here anymore
Will someone come rescue me?