Figured it out
So the other day my emotions were nuts and I was worried and anxious and I fought with Tom and said stove really hurts things to him and was very angry with him for things that were not his fault but at the time I blamed him.
Now I know why.
I realized the next morning, yesterday, that I hadn't taken my regular meds for almost a week. Since my endoscopy last Wednesday. No wonder I was depressed and anxious and angry and erratic. So filled up my pill case and back on the mod stabilizers/anti depressant so hopefully back to a more coherent me soon.