Just an observation
So I noticed this evening that when I get excited about something DeAnne send to get mad, annoyed, irritated, etc by it. Maybe it's just because it's happened several times in the last few days that I'm making the connection, I don't know.
I first noticed it the other day when we were getting our nails done. I got excited about green flip flops after the pedicure. She basically berated me and told me to shut up I was embarrassing her.
This almost made me cry but I stiffled it and shut up. But I was definitely more subdued afterwards.
Earlier today she called Tom I was happy about something and butted in to their conversation. Her attitude noticibly changed. After they hung up I apologized to Tom for making her mad and for her taking it out on him.
Now she was not in a great mood when she came home but not horrible. She's been home for awhile now and when I was getting changed for bed I remembered I bought her some leggings with sugar skulls on then and was excited to see if she liked them. I apologized if I got the size wrong but wanted to know if she liked them and she shit me down with I won't wear them, I have no where to wear them. Tom mentioned work-no. I said to lounge around the house and get response was I could-but I won't. I feel like she just doesn't want me to be happy or excited about anything. It's so hard being happy with everything that is going on in the world right now I just want you to be happy or at least not mean when I'm happy and generous and excited. or thankful