So much death
So much has happened the last few days and none of it good.
I can't even cope or comprehend with the fact that a woman my age with children the age of my children would kill herself in her home with her mentally fragile daughter in the house for her to discover that her mother had taken her own life.
This child suffered through an attempt last year and only recently came home from a stay in a residential facility for her mental state. How could you do that to your child? It's not that i don't understand the suicidal thoughts, been there, more than once. What i can't wrap my head around is doing it in such a violent, messy way, in my home for my child to find and have to clean up.
I hate that a woman i considered my friend did this to herself and i could do nothing to help her. The only thing i can do is be there for her child, that i will do the best i can because she is a sweet loving girl who has been through too much for her age.