first disappointment

[sweeetpeaches]

well today we had the first disappointment of Christmas. I bought James the one thing he asked for, a sonic screwdriver. He saw it. It wasn't the one he wanted. It was on the piano and I hadn't even opened it until today and he said it was falling and he saw it. I don't believe that for a minute but I can't prove it.

I hate disappointing the kids. I didn't realize it was a small one until today. I hate that he saw it, that he was disappointed. That I got the wrong thing. I just wanted to make him happy.

I hate Christmas.