Update

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Ok, so for the last few days I have only posted positive stuff, mainly because I have had nothing good to say and have had to think really hard to come up with my positive stuff.  I have also been too tired to think straight, last night I fell asleep while talking to Elle and didn't wake up until Tom got home.  I know you're thinking "Hey aren't you supposed to pick him up?" Yes I am; he walked home because I didn't wake up and go get him.   I took a nap today and woke up feeling like I hadn't been to sleep.  I just don't understand why I am so worn out.  I know I feel asleep last night because I was physically, mentally, and emotionally drained but today I really don't understand.  I should have had enough sleep.

I am getting frustrated and depressed and now my throat is hurting like hell.  My blood pressure is up so Tom is making me go to the doctor. :P I don't want to go, but at least I have a reprieve until next week- he has no more appointments this week, of course I haven't made the appt. yet.  Tom has already told me he'll be mad at me if I don't go, but I don't want to make the damn appointment.  Just thinking about it makes me want to cry, but my husband is worried about me so he is making me go.  Part of my problem is that I have had a headache for over a week now.

Neurologist upped my meds again.  I hope we can level this off soon, I am tired of taking more pills.