Sick
I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like shit, my head is killing me, my stomach won't keep anything in it, I am tired all the time, and light headed. Sounds like pregnancy, but I assure you IT'S NOT! I just layed on the couch all night.
Tom was out until almost 3 this morning with Sherrie. For some stupid reason, I was jealous. I don't know why. Even after I knew they were home, I layed in bed, listening. Of course I didn't here much, sounds of cooking, or at least getting stuff out in the kitchen, nothing major. I was just hoping he'd come in and kiss me, hug me, just because he was home. :sigh: I finally fell off about 4:30, couldn't watch the clock anymore, and got tired of waiting. Just cuddled with the teddy bear.
I started thinking last night that I've been flirting with a monkey because it's attention, attention that I'm just not getting at home. :( I like flirting with him, he's fun, he likes what I like, and he really turns me on. But thats what Tom is supposed to do. Oh well, I'll take what I can get, from whereever I can get it.
Tom was out until almost 3 this morning with Sherrie. For some stupid reason, I was jealous. I don't know why. Even after I knew they were home, I layed in bed, listening. Of course I didn't here much, sounds of cooking, or at least getting stuff out in the kitchen, nothing major. I was just hoping he'd come in and kiss me, hug me, just because he was home. :sigh: I finally fell off about 4:30, couldn't watch the clock anymore, and got tired of waiting. Just cuddled with the teddy bear.
I started thinking last night that I've been flirting with a monkey because it's attention, attention that I'm just not getting at home. :( I like flirting with him, he's fun, he likes what I like, and he really turns me on. But thats what Tom is supposed to do. Oh well, I'll take what I can get, from whereever I can get it.