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So... indignation thru the month. Who would have thought I was invited to do a reading for an award winning script at gay poets night at utterly art. I was up for anything, so i accepted it. Alfian said he would find an opposite role, either alex or pierre. It didn't really matter to me who played the role, but the thought of meeting pierre the second time sounded interesting to me lar. I found him rather charming at poetic license, but didn't think we would ever meet again. So I slowly forgot about him. So I met up with him at suntec for dinner and then rehearsal at his place. It was convenient for me to go back to camp anyway since he stays in yishun.
1 thing led to another, i was even more attracted to him after getting to know him abit more over dinner and rehearsals. After the reading, I felt some leftovers in my heart.... i couldn't understand why. It's kinda like... there seems to be more than it... more than just a performance. I think I wan to see him again. So the next day, I asked him out for lunch, since it was a half day for me and i would be at marina, meeting him at suntec was rather convenient for both of us. Over lunch, we discussed subjects on relationships, performing arts, people dynamics and all. I think it's a damn good feeling, though I do wonder if he would mind i'm that much younger than him. I certainly dun mind him being older than me.
Yesterday pierre asked me a question.... if what happened was out of convenience. Would it be possible if it's someone else. I thought about it, and realised no! It's becoz of the missed connection we had on the first time we ever saw each other. Up to now, pierre give me some qwerky thoughts... intriguing and certainly not sane to the social norms. I dun even know if i can fully co-exist with it, and to deal with it, whether I'll have to accept it or to convert it.
I've been blabbering abit when nightfalls and i feel super drowsy. SO i think the best time to think about questions is in the morning. shrugz
I've got ulcers and it hurts... not been drinking water... argh...
Not been exercising... arghhh...
I just incurred the wrath of a group of friends from UAN. But I think I shud be able to deal with it... and then out of nowhere, i received a msg claiming I'm a whatever, whatever, whatever. I felt helpless becoz whatever they think of me may be right or wrong, and I might be oblivious to some characteristics of mine. But certainly i know the sort of image i display, or rather when being natural, what impression i leave with people. I'm not a player. I do take relationships seriously. Give me a chance, accept the person i am.
1 thing led to another, i was even more attracted to him after getting to know him abit more over dinner and rehearsals. After the reading, I felt some leftovers in my heart.... i couldn't understand why. It's kinda like... there seems to be more than it... more than just a performance. I think I wan to see him again. So the next day, I asked him out for lunch, since it was a half day for me and i would be at marina, meeting him at suntec was rather convenient for both of us. Over lunch, we discussed subjects on relationships, performing arts, people dynamics and all. I think it's a damn good feeling, though I do wonder if he would mind i'm that much younger than him. I certainly dun mind him being older than me.
Yesterday pierre asked me a question.... if what happened was out of convenience. Would it be possible if it's someone else. I thought about it, and realised no! It's becoz of the missed connection we had on the first time we ever saw each other. Up to now, pierre give me some qwerky thoughts... intriguing and certainly not sane to the social norms. I dun even know if i can fully co-exist with it, and to deal with it, whether I'll have to accept it or to convert it.
I've been blabbering abit when nightfalls and i feel super drowsy. SO i think the best time to think about questions is in the morning. shrugz
I've got ulcers and it hurts... not been drinking water... argh...
Not been exercising... arghhh...
I just incurred the wrath of a group of friends from UAN. But I think I shud be able to deal with it... and then out of nowhere, i received a msg claiming I'm a whatever, whatever, whatever. I felt helpless becoz whatever they think of me may be right or wrong, and I might be oblivious to some characteristics of mine. But certainly i know the sort of image i display, or rather when being natural, what impression i leave with people. I'm not a player. I do take relationships seriously. Give me a chance, accept the person i am.