Missing you
My cousin Mikie was here for 6 days from Philly....he came with his friend Joe. Today my mom and I had to take them to the airport so that they could go home........I was so sad!!! Mikie is like the older brother I never had, and I love spending time with him. And Joe....well,....I started to like him. It friggin sucks, cuz everytime I start to like someone, there's something MAJOR that keeps us from being together!! For one thing, he lives a zillion miles away, and another thing: he has a girlfriend!! Grrr so frustrating!! I miss them both so much already!!! Mikie was a sweetie tho...he gave me a kiss on the cheek when I gave him a hug goodbye, and then he handed me a bag w/ a cute little teddy bear stuffed animal that he got for me from his school!! It's so cute...it's wearing a little shirt on it that says "St. Joe's." Isn't that ironic that it's St. JOE'S??? I mean, of all names......it had to be JOE. haha.....just my luck. But it's alright....I'll never forget their trip out here....The teddy bear itself reminds me of Mikie, and it's shirt reminds me of Joe. Haha I already talked to Mikie on the phone today after his plane landed.....he said that when they got off the plane, Joe was like...."I wanna go back...let's get back on the plane!!!" LOL. And then he was like..."Dude, we should buy more tickets and go back to Cali this weekend!!" HAHA....well I'm glad they had a good time. I really loved spending time with them. I almost wanted to cry when they left....aww it was sad. I miss them like crazy; especially Mikie, cuz I am so close to him and he lives so far away, and I know it will be a long time until I see him again. Until he actually came out here to visit, I didn't realize how much I really missed spending time with him. He really is like a brother to me....I definitely love him like one. Anyways, I'm holding my teddy bear right now cuz I'm sad that they are both gone....and it sucks.........I can't believe I actually started to like a guy, and he lives sooooooo far away. I'm afraid I'll never see him again. And I didn't ask for his phone number cuz he has a girlfriend.....that just wouldn't have been right. Ugg....I miss those guys!!!!! I know I've said that already, but I really do. Ugg....I have school tomorrow too. I can't believe that summer is over....it went so fast!!! But it's alright....I'm ready to get all this schooling over with. I'll just have to take it one year at a time tho....I'm only half way done w/ my schooling as of now. It'll be another 10-12 years b4 I'm actually DONE w/ school. YIKES. Anyways, to make a long story short, I really miss Mikie and Joe, and I have lots of school and work to look forward to...starting tomorrow. Okay, well it's 9:35 and I have to get up early....I have to go buy school supplies and get gas b4 school starts. Anyways......ok I'm done for now.