Changing
Everything's changing. Some friends leave, few hang around, and even fewer new friends arrive. But you know what? Friends that leave really were never friends. And those who stay are truly important. Appreciate the true friendships out there.
True friends are the ones that you hear from, maybe not every day, not necessarily every week. But when you do hear from them, you get excited. You value what they have to say, even if it is a quick hello. Friendship takes work, and those who leave are too lazy and unwilling to put forth the effort.
Anywho, it seems like everyone is having the same trouble I am right now. Maybe it's the realization that things are changing. A lot. Overall, I'm not worried about it. Right now my life is going great. My classes are great, my friends here are amazing, the few friends I have left from NK are fabulous, and I wouldn't change a thing right now. Sure, it's sad that some people would not like to be a part of my life, but oh well. Sucks for them. Because right now my life is amazing and everything is working out. And I would love to share my happiness with people, because you know people always need a little happiness. Yes, some people are happier than I am, but this is happier than I have been in a long, long time.
I'm free from field hockey. I told my coach I was not going to play next year, and a weight was lifted off my shoulder. We only have one life, and why try to make people happy who in the end will be only a paragraph in the long book of life?
I'm only taking 12 credits, and for the most part I am enjoying my classes. Everything is clicking. I got a 96, 90, and 95 on my first 3 tests of the year. Those will only go up, hopefully.
I'm talking to this guy Ryan, and he's great. He's a geek, and accepts that I am a geek too (even though he's more of a geek, but I like that.) I can be smart around him, because he's smart. If you haven't noticed, I have NEVER dated a smart guy. Ever. Well, I still haven't. But I'm workin on it. haha.
I have roommates lined up for next year, and they are all sarcastic like me. 1 is my BFF Forever + Lightening + Hail (Even though she is the only one that understands that, and she will never see it.) The other 2 are softball players. It should be fun next year.
Even better, Nichole goes home and to her BF's all the time, so she's never here. Sadly, she irritates the hell out of me when she IS here, but right now she's at her BF's, and she was home all weekend. I haven't spent a weekend with her here in over a month.
Oh yeah, and I have 5 days until Spring Break. I get to buy new clothes, stay in The Jefferson for a $10,000 scholarship, see my family, and relax. 10 days without school. And when I come back, I get to see Ryan :-).
Anywho, I've been typing for 15 minutes, so I think I'm done for the night (Or morning...) No one gets on here anymore, but I figured I should write since so much was on my mind.
True friends are the ones that you hear from, maybe not every day, not necessarily every week. But when you do hear from them, you get excited. You value what they have to say, even if it is a quick hello. Friendship takes work, and those who leave are too lazy and unwilling to put forth the effort.
Anywho, it seems like everyone is having the same trouble I am right now. Maybe it's the realization that things are changing. A lot. Overall, I'm not worried about it. Right now my life is going great. My classes are great, my friends here are amazing, the few friends I have left from NK are fabulous, and I wouldn't change a thing right now. Sure, it's sad that some people would not like to be a part of my life, but oh well. Sucks for them. Because right now my life is amazing and everything is working out. And I would love to share my happiness with people, because you know people always need a little happiness. Yes, some people are happier than I am, but this is happier than I have been in a long, long time.
I'm free from field hockey. I told my coach I was not going to play next year, and a weight was lifted off my shoulder. We only have one life, and why try to make people happy who in the end will be only a paragraph in the long book of life?
I'm only taking 12 credits, and for the most part I am enjoying my classes. Everything is clicking. I got a 96, 90, and 95 on my first 3 tests of the year. Those will only go up, hopefully.
I'm talking to this guy Ryan, and he's great. He's a geek, and accepts that I am a geek too (even though he's more of a geek, but I like that.) I can be smart around him, because he's smart. If you haven't noticed, I have NEVER dated a smart guy. Ever. Well, I still haven't. But I'm workin on it. haha.
I have roommates lined up for next year, and they are all sarcastic like me. 1 is my BFF Forever + Lightening + Hail (Even though she is the only one that understands that, and she will never see it.) The other 2 are softball players. It should be fun next year.
Even better, Nichole goes home and to her BF's all the time, so she's never here. Sadly, she irritates the hell out of me when she IS here, but right now she's at her BF's, and she was home all weekend. I haven't spent a weekend with her here in over a month.
Oh yeah, and I have 5 days until Spring Break. I get to buy new clothes, stay in The Jefferson for a $10,000 scholarship, see my family, and relax. 10 days without school. And when I come back, I get to see Ryan :-).
Anywho, I've been typing for 15 minutes, so I think I'm done for the night (Or morning...) No one gets on here anymore, but I figured I should write since so much was on my mind.