Sleepless night and loving it
I'm so tired but I really don't care. I stayed up all night talking with Scott. It was great. He's just so wonderful, I can't get over it. We did web cams all night and neither of us could stop smiling. My cheeks still hurt. I've haven't smiled this much in a long time. And he doesn't even mind my sarcasm. He thinks its funny. He keep telling me that I'm perfect to him and that he loves me. I'm not used to being treated like this. ^_^!! You see a few nights ago, I told Scott how I really feel about him. And I was so happy to find out he feels the same about me!! Its so great! I cried. I seriously forgot that I could be this happy. And ever since I let that two years of anger out at Darwin, and found out how Scott really feels, I've been off my anti-depressants! And I feel fine. A few weeks ago I was dependent on those things to keep me from crying all the time. I was even starting to feel a little suicidal again about a month ago. But now I just can't stop smiling. Even when I had a migraine two days ago, I'd think of Scott and smile. And you all know how bad my migraines can be. I know this entry is probably a little confusing, but like I said, I've had very little sleep, and now I'm going to go take a nap.
Peace.
Peace.