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[swedey]

I would like to make one of those anxious college posts about how I can't wait for college and new people and new experiences, blah blah blah. I can't, but it seems strange to put it in writing. The anticipation has become more a general state of being, overshadowed occasionally by other things in my life that have immediate consequences, but always lurking beneath the surface. I've had plenty of time to think about it as I've been sick for the past two weeks and haven't had much to distract myself with, other than World Cup games and the first season of Grey's Anatomy. I'm trying not to be sad about the fact that I didn't get to go to Belize because of this.

I'm not afraid of college, but I am afraid of getting sick at college.