so lost and disalusioned

Aug 26, 2008 07:34

SNOW "Stop the car!"

SWEDE "What the fuck are you doing?"

SNOW "Quick! Gimme the sword!"

Snow hops out of the passenger seat, stumbles for a second on the curb, then regains his balance and subsequently combines an air of professionalism and sheer stupidity by diving like a ninja yet holding a samuri sword like an angry monkey holds a stick.

SNOW "YAAAA!"

To be frank, snow could have been launching shurikans out of his knuckles and it still would have looked funny, mostly because the sword was curved. Though originally only abused into something resembling a sickle, sheer boredom had led Randy to contort it into a stacked S shape, making it about a foot and a half long and akward at best. The blow hits the can sideways, almost entirely slicing the top third off and spilling stale buschlite and soggy ciggarete butts all over the sidewalk. Leaving no room for a can mounted counter-attack, Snow continues to hit the can, smashing it into the ground with more so blunt force than cutting power. During the entire ordeal, the only words spoken are from the eldery couple discussing what they have just witnessed two feet from their car; "I dont think it's supposed to be bent like that."

Winded, Snow leans down to inspect his kill. In front of him lies 40 miles of mountains, a variety of ranges and colors. Panting heavily, on top of the world, the whole thing bears a strange resemblance to braveheart.

SNOW "Goddamit! There was still beer in there!"

RANDY "I hate the parkway"

SWEDE "Can we leave now?"

My days have pretty much been that and more, yet all of it seems to bore the hell out of anyone involved. BP summed it up best with "I feel totally worthless up here. I miss doing shit".

The truth is that I dont know what to think of this place anymore. Sometimes I feel so lost and others Ive never felt so at home. Theres a certain air and feeling that died years ago, and bringing it back is like trying to climb a tree blindfolded. It wasnt me, it wasnt really anyone. It was a combination of kids. The core of Patrick and Mckim and Tyler and Quinn and all the 'outside the circle' like Jamal before he did meth and brittany before she went crazy and jarius before he fell off the grid. Maybe what I really miss is the combination of really bright, really cool kids who always seemed like they could take over the world if they wanted to. Or maybe I just really miss my friends. God I miss my friends
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