wont you sing me to sleep, and fly through my dreams
i need a hug. i never thought anything of the term 'alone in a crowd' until now. I can tell im in a place with endless potential, yet i cant help but feeling lost. I made a phone call tonight that i should have made a long time ago. I dont know what i was expecting, maybe renewed friendship or at least pleasantries. I feel fucking absurd. I can never tell whos close and whos far away. The two seem intertwined. Ive spent a lot of time thinking about high school, how people change and why. People were more interesting, more themselves. Everyone here is just cookie cutter with a bit of extra somewhere.