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Well, things have kind of sucked since the last update. I'm not sore from football anymore, my body is finally adjusting and my muscles are finally not being fags and toughening up. I work hard all summer to get in shape and they still get sore as hell for like the first month of practice in pads. But now I've got a cold, and it's really screwing things up. School is really starting to suck too, way too much fucking homework. I have to do good. Absolutely have too. I wanna go to a good college, I don't want a shitty job. But at the same time I'm just, wasting my youth. I can't remember the last time I've left the house and went out with friends. I can't even remember the last time I've felt like I've had friends that I'd actually wanna go out and have a good time with. But I mean these entries are just the same thing over and over again, and I feel like one of those kids crying out for attention through their stupid online journals. And maybe I am, shit i dont know. I have no idea what I wanna do anymore, everything just sort of sucks. I'm already sick of school. I can't wait for this year to be over. I can't wait til we have vacation, can't wait til football is over. I came home yesterday on the normal buses, ugh, it was nice. being at school from like 7am to 5pm, no dice. But whatever, I'll live, im gonna shut up now =-D