If there were a blinder fool

Mar 11, 2009 12:32

I'm not going to assume the worse in people and past judgment, i try really hard not to, but i can't help but think "what the hell" when i get texts about how you still dream about me or telling me that your single again. I've tried to ignore the random texts every so often but now its getting ridicules. We're friends, acquaintances at best. I tolerate your existence because theres no other way to get you to stop. It was the past and I'm no fool to make the same mistakes. The last thing I want is drama and he provides the worse kind.

I don't know what he's trying to pull or assume he wants something because it really doesn't matter. It just hard for me to explain when my phone rings in the middle of the night and i get those looks as if I'm encouraging him. The tone in Mike's voice alone is embarrassing enough. I'm happy now and seeing your number reminds me how stupid I was for giving all those chances and sticking around for so long. What goes around comes around...if your unhappy, I truly am sorry to hear that, but don't text me in hopes that i could fix that. How you could look yourself in the mirror i never know but then again, you were always such a comfortable liar.

You reap what you sow. Just leave me alone.
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