HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEKFEK FACE.
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Going out with friends and having lots of fun is a great thing to do, but you should not be doing it every single night. If all you do is go out and socialize, you might be avoiding something that you need to deal with. It's time to stay closer to home for a while. Get back in touch with yourself, and let yourself think about the things you haven't wanted to think about. They are not that bad. Big issues tend to crumble when you look at them honestly and try to dissect them.
That is just straight up spooks! I HAVE been doing some thinking and how i should stop going out and keep my ass at home. i guess the idea of staying in one spot just makes me feel...lonely? No, lonely isnt the word. Definitely NOT the word.
I surround myself with people who i know i could trust and i could be myself around so there was never a moment that i felt the urge to fill that "lonely" gap. I guess i never really accepted what happened to me because of my "whatever" attitude and by staying home and thinking, it will just make me more paranoid then i already am? Keeping busy with projects and activities is something i've always enjoyed doing. Facing issues has never really been my thing and people who've known me for a long time no how well i could block certain emotions. When you were fuct as hard as i was, you can't really blame me. And boy, was i fuct hard. hahaha
When i love something, i love it with everything i have and vice versa. Im not above hate, no one is. Im not above anger either...Thinking would just remind me how angry i was. I like being happy and i am truly genuinely happy. i dont want to be reminded of that chapter in my life when i wasn't.
I've always tried to ignore my problems until they resolve themselves or just simply disappear. My 22 years of living, this philosophy has kept me fairly sane so far...why change it now.
Going out with friends and having lots of fun is a great thing to do, but you should not be doing it every single night. If all you do is go out and socialize, you might be avoiding something that you need to deal with. It's time to stay closer to home for a while. Get back in touch with yourself, and let yourself think about the things you haven't wanted to think about. They are not that bad. Big issues tend to crumble when you look at them honestly and try to dissect them.
That is just straight up spooks! I HAVE been doing some thinking and how i should stop going out and keep my ass at home. i guess the idea of staying in one spot just makes me feel...lonely? No, lonely isnt the word. Definitely NOT the word.
I surround myself with people who i know i could trust and i could be myself around so there was never a moment that i felt the urge to fill that "lonely" gap. I guess i never really accepted what happened to me because of my "whatever" attitude and by staying home and thinking, it will just make me more paranoid then i already am? Keeping busy with projects and activities is something i've always enjoyed doing. Facing issues has never really been my thing and people who've known me for a long time no how well i could block certain emotions. When you were fuct as hard as i was, you can't really blame me. And boy, was i fuct hard. hahaha
When i love something, i love it with everything i have and vice versa. Im not above hate, no one is. Im not above anger either...Thinking would just remind me how angry i was. I like being happy and i am truly genuinely happy. i dont want to be reminded of that chapter in my life when i wasn't.
I've always tried to ignore my problems until they resolve themselves or just simply disappear. My 22 years of living, this philosophy has kept me fairly sane so far...why change it now.