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i'm having a hard time signing up for classes this quarter, the statistics class i should be taking is full and i should be taking a writing class too but there's this class on human disease that just looks ten times more interesting. i don't know, on the bright side it's amazing to be back. i love all the faces here. and the love. there's so much love for me here. there was love at home too, but i live with all my friends here, like literally they're the family i have here and it's so nice.
i'm going to focus on not being so sexual. i was able to change some other things about my self but i still allow myself to fall into the same thought patterns of wanting wanting wanting to fuck somebody. and heh, that's very obnoxious because since i'm not with anyone in a regular way i can't just have insta sex. and plus, it can't be healthy to think about it as much as i do and have it as infrequently as i do. so i'm going to reallllly try to not let myself think of it, just get out of the habit. it's possible.
i managed to eat healthy today thank god. took care of some important business, found out i got some tax returns back, excited for that. not buying weed anymore so i can save some money.
trying to be who i would like to be. always confused, generally contented.
love to you guys.
i'm going to focus on not being so sexual. i was able to change some other things about my self but i still allow myself to fall into the same thought patterns of wanting wanting wanting to fuck somebody. and heh, that's very obnoxious because since i'm not with anyone in a regular way i can't just have insta sex. and plus, it can't be healthy to think about it as much as i do and have it as infrequently as i do. so i'm going to reallllly try to not let myself think of it, just get out of the habit. it's possible.
i managed to eat healthy today thank god. took care of some important business, found out i got some tax returns back, excited for that. not buying weed anymore so i can save some money.
trying to be who i would like to be. always confused, generally contented.
love to you guys.