"it's strange but i think sadness is beautiful"
hey girl i got a day today planned....i just had a nice interview at a house, and i'm going back tonight with Miny to meet another roommate for what was called a formal interview...should i wear a gown....it would be a move in the right direction for me...it's near macarthur bart in oakland so still commuting but with a little room only $365! can you believe it? the last time i paid less than that was in 2007! the room is lil but the upstairs common room is BEAUTIFUL with a billion sunny windows and as many house plants. i just wanna read in the sunshine of that room forever. house full of cancers and you know i love cancers, and some queers and you know i love queers. if my rent went down that much ($260) i would feel better about how much transportation to san fran is costing me, which is probably the smarter move than justifying my rent going up $300 to save money on transporation, right? i guesssss i dunno. but imagining being able to put so much more money towards my debt....is a dream. so mind meld on my behalf. gonna go home and give miny a bath get that girl lookin goooooood!
trying to think how i will tell my roommate jason - like how much do i owe him. some moments i feel like i owe that dickface hetebro NOTHING and other times i think i could offer some money for march - like half rent or something - if they don't find somebody by 3/1. i think i could afford to since the new place's deposit is only $350. oh my god this livejournal has just become a log of renter's complaints. snoresville!
in more exciting news i finally went to a club that got me shakin it on the dance floor - a queer dance party in sf called cock block. sarah lucey invited me and kimberley alston also came! plus their partners and friends, it was a crew! and then julia met me there and bought me a drink cause she's gentlemanly like that. then she was ungentlemanly and tried to hook me up with this girl i'd been eyeing but it just fell awkwardly, i could've told her that! but she had good intentions. it was just like top 40 hip hop, a little latin pop, but it got to me, thank god! my whole time in santa cruz i was either like, i can't dance to this or i'll try to dance to this nope i can't dance to this. really i just wanna flail and jump around at a riot girl inspired show but i'm not holding my breath til that happens. my denver dykes were adorable and lovely and i even got a ride to and from!
trying to think how i will tell my roommate jason - like how much do i owe him. some moments i feel like i owe that dickface hetebro NOTHING and other times i think i could offer some money for march - like half rent or something - if they don't find somebody by 3/1. i think i could afford to since the new place's deposit is only $350. oh my god this livejournal has just become a log of renter's complaints. snoresville!
in more exciting news i finally went to a club that got me shakin it on the dance floor - a queer dance party in sf called cock block. sarah lucey invited me and kimberley alston also came! plus their partners and friends, it was a crew! and then julia met me there and bought me a drink cause she's gentlemanly like that. then she was ungentlemanly and tried to hook me up with this girl i'd been eyeing but it just fell awkwardly, i could've told her that! but she had good intentions. it was just like top 40 hip hop, a little latin pop, but it got to me, thank god! my whole time in santa cruz i was either like, i can't dance to this or i'll try to dance to this nope i can't dance to this. really i just wanna flail and jump around at a riot girl inspired show but i'm not holding my breath til that happens. my denver dykes were adorable and lovely and i even got a ride to and from!