stupid bitch!
bro.. my mom fukin pisses me off.. i swear shes like anti-social and wants me to not have friends or something.. me, dani, alex, and daniela all made plans to go to the beach today.. so pat was gona come wit us an he was gona go grocery shoppin for that since i have about $50 in free food from winn dixie.. anyways.. that was last nite.. so my brother goes to leave to get the food an she was like wat are u goin to winn dixie for..? am he tells her to get food to go to the beach tomorrow.. so shes like ok who said u were going.. where gona play this spring break day by day.. plus look at the weather.. cuz it was storming last nite.. soo yea.. now im stuck here at home on a beautiful fukin day like a fukin retard w/ no friends.. it fukin pisses me off tho.. any time i wana do something other than go to the mall, she says no.. and makes excuses and shit.. its like she would rather me go to the mall and spend $100 on some useless ass shit than go to the beach for like less than $5 and have fun wit my friends.. it seriously makes me wana cry.. i wish my dad was home.. seriously, he'll say yes to anything as long as its pretty reasonable.. parties and beach and all that shit.. like i was goin out one nite and it was like 7:30 when i was leaving my house and my mom wanted me home by 8:30.. wtf?!?! i got my dad to help convince her to let me stay out till at least 11:30.. i even ended up comin home early.. i mean im not stupid.. it jus pisses me off.. and the excuse that she uses most often when things are kinda far, is that traffic is too bad.. fukin a!! have u seen the traffic in the senior parking lot!! if i can go in and out of there everyday w/o fukin up my car, i think ill be fine downtown.. im not allowed to go to 8th street cuz the traffic is too bad.. but i go there anyways and ive never even seen a crash on that road.. the traffic is bad.. so wat?! its my gas im wasting.. i pay for it..! and then im not even the type of person to lie and say that im goin to the mall and then jus go somewhere else.. i dont kno why.. i should be but i cant.. im so fukin good that it pisses me off that she cant trust me.. and then shes the one all talkin bout kickin me out an makin me live in a dorm or something for a year so i can learn responsiblity.. let me out on the streets a lil more an ill fukin learn responsibility.. example..: when i crashed my car last year.. i was chillin on the side of the street wit the other lady waitin for the cops to come.. and the lady kept sayin do u think u should call ur mom jus to tell her where u are..? at first i didnt want to cuz i knew she would freak out and show up.. but i called cuz i figured she mite be worried that i wasnt home yet.. so of course she like freaked out and showed up.. b/c my grown ass cant give the police my insurance and registration by myself.. i have to have my mommy there helping me get a fukin ticket.. thats why i didnt call her when my tire blew out.. she wants me to act like one but she wont treat me like one.. i love her to death.. were like best friends but i have like no freedom at all and it pisses me off so much.. but thats it.. ima go sit in the pool.. see if i can get a tan or drown my self or something.. lol