Sep 16, 2003 15:42
i uno today wus good.. in the morning tho i wus kinda in a bad mood cause my mommy wus like telling me to consider my brother's feelings about including him and shit.. man IF HE DOESNT WUNT TO GO WHY DOES HE HAVE TO RUIN MY TIME.. EVEN with my DAD! im like WTF? now you dont wunt me to go anywhere? dont want me to go anywhere with my dad cause my brothers fukkn tripping?! you know that has nothing to do with me so why is she fukkn telling me this shit.. i DONT CARE.. im so TIRED or hearing wut MICHAEL needs cause he TAKES it out on me. he has so many choices and more priviledges than me but he just never uses it and then he blames me for shit! i cant belive i live with this bastard! i hate him.. my mom forgives him so EASILY. man if he wus my son i would fukkn slap him. Even if he feels neglected he shouldnt take it out on me where he threatens to do shit to me or wreck my things just to GET HIS WAY.. thats hwy im never home. god damn and if my mom wunts me to stay home why dont ij sut wuit SWIMMING?! its like now hes gonna tell me to stop swimming.. gahhh i hate MY FAMILY PROBLEMS.. i knwo i dont hate my brother btu really he has problems and he's just bringing me down with him and giving my mom shit.. i WILL NEVER forgive him for making //her// cry. i mean he makes me cry all the time but its like he doesnt give a damn about her. FUK HIM! i dont really care if anyone reads this shit cause im so tired ehn i dont care i hate thinking about this shit i know im not the only one but blah...
OKKKK! anyways the day went on and i felt BETTER! =D
hehe well i woke up a lil late for phuong anhs hosue but wtv. my mom brought me over about around 720am? i uno but phuong anh wus in the shower.. ahh hehehe its okee im used to it and i sitll love her.. then shedid her hair and then she tried crimping mine but it took toooo LONG! man my hair sucks! but its okee i liek my regular hair lol. cause i think this is the first time i acutally took school pics with my hair just down ^^ i hope i dont have chinky eyes =/ [erics my chinky eye buddy LOL] anyways yeah me ehn foo nonie were in a hurry jsut getting dressed blah blah.. hehe i love DOT! im not mad at her i swear cause my hair wus kidna crimped and then we were gonna be kidna late so then i wunted to straighten it and hten foononie thinks it her fualt but its not i SWEAR! i love you! hehe i jsut had fun so wtv.. went to school in my jeans and a tan tank it wus cute had a tie to the side and shit. first period went to see people during green generation uhmm did classwork and shit. 2nd wus harrell's.. blah then to brunch.. it wus cool just chilled with people i think mostly talking i uno 3rd wus pictures! just mostly kiked it and shit.. hehe man ruben kept hitting me.. haha mostly talked wit rhea//foononie//maza// ruben.. ahh i haveta make maza her name thing.. AND samantha mannnn.. agh.. OMFG I HADDA CHANGE cause my tank or wTV WUS SHOWY IN THE BACK! i wus like WTF?!??!?!?! cuase it wus all nice and then this lady all stops the picture telling me i cant wear skinny straps and then i wus like well hello whos taking ap icture in the back NO ONE?!?! btu it wus okeei brought my pretty white shirt i wus planning to wear and i did^^.. hehe anyways after wus leadership.. i mostly did my homewerk cause i wus fukkn lazy yesterdy and didnt do ANY h/w.. BIG THANKS TO CHRISTINE! I FUKKN LOVE YOU!!! MUAH! and some to phuong anh! hehe yeah some of us were high in leadership.. AND ERIC STOLE MY PENCIL CAP!!! lol its acutally his but wtv.. lunch wus hella FUN! =].. i uno just at teh table having fun.. hshaha michael HAS NO EXISTING PEDRO PSH! lol and damn ruben kept touching me. its supposed to be DAVID my perv buddy =D..me ehn andria checked out this cute seventh grader and viet wus kikn it with us too hes sucha cyutie lol i uno and jsut joking aorund mostly all of it.. ROTH wus a bitch saying we couldnt go in the bball courts agen tomor CAUSE WE WERENT PLAYING! but no one passed us the ball thats ukkn messed saying we werent playing.. when you dont get the ball dont mean you not blocking someone or waiting for it man.. she can kiss my booty! ;p uhmm 5th wus math i kinda didnt get soem stuff and i think ym dads pissed i got a C in geometry =[[.. and soo im gonna try my best but im so busy but i knwo i should cause yeah =//..uhmm after 6th period wus cool.. hugged vieton the way then my perv buddy and tehn in class we just joked around and whoa christine touched something! o.O;... and yeah bianca and chrsitine were like lez LOL but it wus funny and then i sat with david and i pushed him off the chair.. haha i am suppsoed to meet him at BTSN [back to school night] tonight lol -_^ LOL we're j/p tho.. anyways yeah finally got out off class and then yeah i guess me ehn reyna are okee now.. im making her banner! but shes not on and i dont got a picture so its good wtv. hehe yeah after shcool i saw reyna and samantha skipping holding hands and iwus like GASP because me ehn samanthas ar BI [were JP] cause we are together but she lieks EJ and i like JT and i wus all OMFG SHES CHEATING ON ME! so yeah after i wus like your cheating on me with reyna! lol and then i wus like yo ucant cheat without me and then samantha and reyna sayd to grabs samnthas so we started running aorund cirlcing random people LOL and reynas armpit got suck to someones head HAHAH.. we were making BI circles! oh yeah hehehe =D.. it wus funn...!!! yup then we got tired ehn sweaty and then i walked bahmyself to the parkinglot cause andria kept hurrying me to coem then when i hurried her to coem she wus tkaing long so yeah.. uhmm i waited ehn waved to viet then bre came and she used my fone and then we talked a bit and i got picked up and now im at home on the interenet getting ready to get my ass to do HOMEWERK ehnthe brochure then i have BTSN! bye ya'll! =D
man i feel bad because its like if i fail in school or be a bad kid i fial both my parents because im surprised my dad wus sad yesterday =//... AHH DRAMA shit all created by a BRATT.. =[[.
oh birthday shout to NANCY last friday ^^ and then JUSTIN CELESTE TODAY! =D
oo recap bout saturday! i went to tiffys wit phuong anh to kik it and have yummy food.. tehn phuong anhs for big talks and my emotional talks.. then sunday to christines for fun and homewerk! =] then monday wus break down =// but yeah SMILE NOW!
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