FiVe YeArS dOwN tHe DrAiN

Jul 04, 2004 02:28

I would like to start off by saying thank you to Josey, Heather, and Janelle. You guys rock for coming to my recital and thank you for your support. I appreciate it more than I can say really!!! :-)

Katrina and Katie I know you couldn't make it and thats okay thanks for your support though love you guys!

On another note but not a happy note. People you thought you could trust, people you thought you knew, people you thought were your best friends, people you thought you could never live without, people you loved with your whole heart and soul, people who you would stick up for even if you knew they were wrong BECOME people who lie to you, people you dont know, people who you might never talk to or see again, people you wouldn't mind living without, people who make it hard to give your whole heart and soul away again, and people who you will never stick up for again!

You say you care then why did you do what you did and say what you said. You would knock down my dreams and my feelings and then say you care. BULLSHIT!!! You make it hard for me to trust people again! Treat me like shit and this is what happens my friend. You say I'm an asshole couldn't give me ONE reason why could you, but I can give you plenty reasons why you are one!

How dare you call me a follower? You don't think I feel the way I feel and act the way I do cause of what I have experienced and not because I'm following everyone else. Then you are a freaking idiot. Your not gonna listen to me fine. And you probably don't even read these nemore whatever. But I'm still gonna say what I have to say.

If you can't see your being selfish and immature then you have a problem. Look at how many people you pushed away. And I deserve to be treated better not like shit.

Don't know what I ever saw in you!

I'm gonna put this all behind me and pray that someday you understand what your doing. You brought this on yourself.

Goodbye...have a nice life...

~Manda~
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