some of the worst wrongs are righted on three chords
family dynamics and
thinking a lot lately about passing, and my new job
and how i wish i lived somewhere magical
i need to work on my space
i know richard would feel good in my space (my real space, not this with the dark purple walls) and i love that
also drove past his old house and realized how good it feels to be in a place where i know all the streets
maybe it just felt good to be in 2007?
we talked about how every time you leave your parents' place for a while, it becomes less and less your home. this doesn't even feel like a home.
i missed mom when i was in berkeley, but i miss her when i'm here, too. delete delete delete. i know better than to try to understand her relationship.
really upset me earlier talking to me (and partially blaming me?) about a financial crisis i can't help her to solve. have been drifting and attempting to recover since then. talked to richard. put gas in her car. got anna a birthday card. had a pancake and some tension with my stepdad. repeat.
tomorrow will be better,
two weeks, monterey bay.
that was just a scrape-- all this blood's gonna wash away.
thinking a lot lately about passing, and my new job
and how i wish i lived somewhere magical
i need to work on my space
i know richard would feel good in my space (my real space, not this with the dark purple walls) and i love that
also drove past his old house and realized how good it feels to be in a place where i know all the streets
maybe it just felt good to be in 2007?
we talked about how every time you leave your parents' place for a while, it becomes less and less your home. this doesn't even feel like a home.
i missed mom when i was in berkeley, but i miss her when i'm here, too. delete delete delete. i know better than to try to understand her relationship.
really upset me earlier talking to me (and partially blaming me?) about a financial crisis i can't help her to solve. have been drifting and attempting to recover since then. talked to richard. put gas in her car. got anna a birthday card. had a pancake and some tension with my stepdad. repeat.
tomorrow will be better,
two weeks, monterey bay.
that was just a scrape-- all this blood's gonna wash away.