Touched your skin and I can't take it
Alright it is Friday night at 11:19 and I am sitting at my computer desk listening to my dogs bark bc thats how exciting my life is.This winter break has been relatively boring.Christmas was as expected and nothing to exciting or different has happened....it makes me insane. I have felt really disconnected lately from my friends and everyone else, I do not feel like myself at all. Today was the weirdest day yet, I wandered around all day long aimlessly thinking about nothing. I went down to the dock and sat forever,even though it was cold. Its really peaceful out there, it reminds me of times when my life was not so predictable. Im so ready for winter to be over and done with, I want to be out of this depressing mess and lay on the beach forever.Oh well not much longer. I went to my dads tonight and pored my heart out with the only person in this entire world who truly understands me...my 5 month old niece, I would go crazy with out that little girl, let hope she doesnt remember any of the things I say for to long haha.