Aug 29, 2006 00:12
The date on this entry is making me sick to my stomach.Truley.I havent updated in a while and that is because there hasnt been much to say....THANK GOD.I think for the first time I can finally say that my life is starting to slow down.This passed year, especially last summer could not be described as anything other than HEINOUS.But you have to go through all the bad stuff until you finally find your place in this world.And lately im really starting to feel like im on my way to doing that.Im no longer running after things/people that im never going to catch,and I really am a lot more prepared for senior year than I thought I was.Those days that such a short time ago seemed so far away are really here and there is no getting away from it.On September 6th we are going to walk into those doors for one last first day of school and go through all the motions one final time.I think a lot of what growing up is about is learning how to live in the moment without being in denial of the future or the past.