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I shouldn't be this tired for getting up at eleven, falling asleep at three. Any eight hours of sleep is loved. But the thoughts and dreams I have are making my sleep anything but restful. I would give up my favorite pillow in exchange for just one seamless dreamless night tonight. No faces, no places of employment, no what-if dreams..
Last night was fun. Ended up going to Denny's and running into friends who either work there with me, or use to work there, and now just hang out there almost every night. Followed my friend bethany to a party and after stopping in there to say hi we (me beth amanda nate brent and brit) came back here to watch Velvet Goldmine (found it at a yard sale for one dollar) But the sound was crappy so we ended up watching 200 Cigarettes. One of my favorite movies of all time.
This morning was brunch at Panera with some friends from work, which is always a fun time, followed by a quick stop at the mall. Came home, watched the beginning of Peter Pan :) and that brings us up to this moment....
This moment I am movement
I am statue
the power of both being
elevated, created in me
A creation of what I choose
a direction of life
directing energy
a direction of light
directing me
waiting for something obvious
to ignite a reason
to either move or stay
solemn rooted in the pavement
Last night was fun. Ended up going to Denny's and running into friends who either work there with me, or use to work there, and now just hang out there almost every night. Followed my friend bethany to a party and after stopping in there to say hi we (me beth amanda nate brent and brit) came back here to watch Velvet Goldmine (found it at a yard sale for one dollar) But the sound was crappy so we ended up watching 200 Cigarettes. One of my favorite movies of all time.
This morning was brunch at Panera with some friends from work, which is always a fun time, followed by a quick stop at the mall. Came home, watched the beginning of Peter Pan :) and that brings us up to this moment....
This moment I am movement
I am statue
the power of both being
elevated, created in me
A creation of what I choose
a direction of life
directing energy
a direction of light
directing me
waiting for something obvious
to ignite a reason
to either move or stay
solemn rooted in the pavement