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[swayedbyearth]

I fell asleep with your head in my hands
I woke with your hands holding mine
and it's surprising sometimes
that after the echos
I can hear enough to survive
repitition and risk
is the existence of this
and the this that i miss
is the resistance to bliss
but it' warm enough here
to refuse you me dear

at least here from the inside

and its a will i'm willing to pardon
deep in my own kitchen
where I stack my list hi
crawl into the pit to bake apple pies
with a gun, boots and oven mitten
and its spectacular and strange

at least here from the inside

So excuse me if I don't mention
her hand on my hip bone to you
my naked confession
of my imperfection
and the way I parade
around my living room
cause it's safe enough to

at least from where i'm strolling
here on the inside

when hugging you is my last breath
when hugging you is my last breath
when hugging you is my last breath

So excuse me if i don't mention
the way i'm the safest
is clinging and clawing
climbing and falling
sprawling and allowing her to be falling too