Aug 19, 2004 21:41
19 days til school starts. and yah know what? im glad!. thats right. i wanted summer, but this summer sucked. I spent the majority alone. I always do! i spend nearly every night alone. I want school to start so that i can be around the people i care about. all my friends. theyre the ones who keep me alive. if i werent for them i would have killed my self ages ago. i dont care about having to deal with homework, and jackasses who look down on me, and nearly flunking half my classes cuz i would rather draw than do the class work. fuck that. drawing is whats gonna get me thru life. the better i am at it, the better chance that my anime and manga will come into existence. so i dont wanna hear any bullshit about that.
19 days until I'm with friends
19 days until Band
19 days until marching band
19 days until lunchtime conversations with my friends
19 days until everyones crazy antics and me catching them on film
19 days until pep band
19 days until art class where i can draw without getting yelled at
19 days until football games spent with my fellow band members in the stands.
19 days until Joey pets my head and makes sex noises in the middle of band
19 days until I'll truly be able to smile again
19 days until I can pick on the freshman cuz i cant stand that class
19 days until wyatt is in band. that kid rocks
19 days until I dont have to spend nights alone all the time
19 days until movie nights at sams
19 days until I can draw in class. i get inspired in there
19 days until I'm happy
19 days until copying sabrina's homework 2 minutes before its due
19 days until i can take pics of holley flicking off the camera
19 days until i can tease alli, telling her to ask ian vertel to homecoming
19 days until me and kristin can make jokes about don miller and "raspberries"
19 days until seminars spent just chillin in senor's room
19 days until I dont feel so lonely anymore...