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I hate when I look at old pictures and miss those times, especially if those times have changed.
This always happens. I'll be really angry at someone at one point in time, someone that I used to be friends with and then I'll randomly think about good times we had or look at pictures from old times and it makes me feel bad and want to be friends with them again no matter how bad things were. I know now isn't the time to be friends again but I hope things are civil one day. They might not ever be back to the way they were during the summer, but I mean, whatever. There are actually two examples of this kind of situation, one where the good times were over summer, the other when good times were during my senior year. Gahhh. The pictures make me feel weird. A few in particular. Posing with skateboards in heels is one example. The other example is a few shirtless pictures of a certain boy..and really old ones from in study hall before i even said i liked him. This is a worthless post that I'll probably just get made fun of for because thats just the way things are.
I don't cry EVER and I feel like I'm going to. what the fuck. I won't cry...but I just have that weird feeling.
I'm gonna continue watching thirteen now and forget I even wrote this. dammit.
EDIT: I also miss being a cheerleading. wtf.
This always happens. I'll be really angry at someone at one point in time, someone that I used to be friends with and then I'll randomly think about good times we had or look at pictures from old times and it makes me feel bad and want to be friends with them again no matter how bad things were. I know now isn't the time to be friends again but I hope things are civil one day. They might not ever be back to the way they were during the summer, but I mean, whatever. There are actually two examples of this kind of situation, one where the good times were over summer, the other when good times were during my senior year. Gahhh. The pictures make me feel weird. A few in particular. Posing with skateboards in heels is one example. The other example is a few shirtless pictures of a certain boy..and really old ones from in study hall before i even said i liked him. This is a worthless post that I'll probably just get made fun of for because thats just the way things are.
I don't cry EVER and I feel like I'm going to. what the fuck. I won't cry...but I just have that weird feeling.
I'm gonna continue watching thirteen now and forget I even wrote this. dammit.
EDIT: I also miss being a cheerleading. wtf.