Don't Read This.
All I want to do is write about somethings.
One. We haven't talked in MONTHS and I really miss what we had. Just the friendship.This is the first one on my list because it's the thing I miss most. I wish nothing ever happened between us. I don't even really know what happened between us. Ok, yeah, you cheated on your girlfriend with me, but it doesn't exactly make sense why we stopped talking. I just remember that one day you said we couldn't talk for a long time. Ok, well it's been a long time. I know, you don't want to be friends anymore because I tried IMing you the other day and you said "leave me the fuck alone" but one day...I hope we can put everything behind us.
Two. I kind of miss the person I used to be. But at the same time, I like who I am now. I don't even know what to say about it, because I can go back to being that person at any time. I just don't think it would feel right. I don't know. Next.
Three. Alright, I'm telling myself not to like you anymore. Like Sal said, I can't listen to my heart. I have to listen to my head first. And so I'm telling myself not to like you. Why the hell did I like you so much in the first place? I guess it was because you liked me and you were the perfect guy in my point of view. The kind of guy that I can imagine being with, even if just for a little while. But you still like your ex, and I can completely understand that. I just can't believe you said you should have went with Jessica Mitchell that one night so you could at least get laid. I admit I made a couple mistakes when trying to get over you...and it didn't work. so there was no point. and it almost makes me sick thinking about it, but theres nothing i can do now. But every time I hear a fucking loud vehicle it makes me think of you, dammit. gah. I'm done. I don't wanna think about that anymore.
Four. I don't like you. I know, we had a thing in the past. And you're a good friend of mine now, but there won't be anything between us anymore. I know you still like me because obviously when you tell my best friend you do, she's gonna tell me. But all I want to be is friends.
Five. I sort of miss the Sexy Four days. Those were some really gewd times. They didn't last long, but they were fun. Thats all I have to say about that.
I think that's all. I just needed to let things out. Now I'm going to continue watching Chicago :)
One. We haven't talked in MONTHS and I really miss what we had. Just the friendship.This is the first one on my list because it's the thing I miss most. I wish nothing ever happened between us. I don't even really know what happened between us. Ok, yeah, you cheated on your girlfriend with me, but it doesn't exactly make sense why we stopped talking. I just remember that one day you said we couldn't talk for a long time. Ok, well it's been a long time. I know, you don't want to be friends anymore because I tried IMing you the other day and you said "leave me the fuck alone" but one day...I hope we can put everything behind us.
Two. I kind of miss the person I used to be. But at the same time, I like who I am now. I don't even know what to say about it, because I can go back to being that person at any time. I just don't think it would feel right. I don't know. Next.
Three. Alright, I'm telling myself not to like you anymore. Like Sal said, I can't listen to my heart. I have to listen to my head first. And so I'm telling myself not to like you. Why the hell did I like you so much in the first place? I guess it was because you liked me and you were the perfect guy in my point of view. The kind of guy that I can imagine being with, even if just for a little while. But you still like your ex, and I can completely understand that. I just can't believe you said you should have went with Jessica Mitchell that one night so you could at least get laid. I admit I made a couple mistakes when trying to get over you...and it didn't work. so there was no point. and it almost makes me sick thinking about it, but theres nothing i can do now. But every time I hear a fucking loud vehicle it makes me think of you, dammit. gah. I'm done. I don't wanna think about that anymore.
Four. I don't like you. I know, we had a thing in the past. And you're a good friend of mine now, but there won't be anything between us anymore. I know you still like me because obviously when you tell my best friend you do, she's gonna tell me. But all I want to be is friends.
Five. I sort of miss the Sexy Four days. Those were some really gewd times. They didn't last long, but they were fun. Thats all I have to say about that.
I think that's all. I just needed to let things out. Now I'm going to continue watching Chicago :)