May 22, 2005 13:22
Ok, so, that last thing I had in here, that I got from Jamie's LJ was being really gay, so I had to take it out. It wouldn't let me post the whole thing. How retarded. Oh well. It was a waste of my space anyways.
I miss the D-man. Lots. I never actually realized how much he's in my life. If you didn't know, he's in Cali right now. He's visiting his dad for a couple days. I went over his house Friday night and we hung out for a little bit, and then Saturday I wanted to go to the airport with him, but I had to work from 12-5..and he had to go at 4. It sucked. And I asked Connie if I could go and say bye really quick, but I wasn't allowed :( It made me sad. And I think he wanted me to come and say bye, cause he's like "Steele..." while I was making something, and I looked at him and he's like "I'm leaving" and I did my pouty face that I always do, haha, and I blew him a kiss, and he looked kind of depressed the whole time he was there. I don't know why, and it made me sad to see him like that. I don't know what was wrong. I'm sure he's ok now though, because he's with his dad, and he's probably at Disneyland or Lego land. haha, he was so excited to go. It was cute. But I don't know what I'm going to do without him when he's gone for good. But I told him he has to come back for prom. and he's like "well what if we aren't dating?" and I told him that doesn't matter. He still has to. I hope I can go to the airport with Kim on Tuesday thoughto pick him up. that would be nice. I have to call her though and ask. And I hope I don't have to work. I better not. If I do, I'll ask someone to take my hours. That would be nice.
I'm pretty sure I have nothing else to say.
Uh oh, my family is here, and I haven't showered yet. ewwww.