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So I have a lot to update on but I will make it as short as possible. Things with Joe are going well. I am so freakin busy that I get to see him for like.....an hour a day. But he was a junior music ed major once, he remembers what I am going through. This whole double major thing is kicking my ass, and then to try to add a boy on top of it all is proving to be more difficult then it has been in the past. But we are making it work. He got me another rose! Which is exciting. He got me the rose because I just found out my grandma has breast cancer....which is not so exciting. So I went home last night so I could spend the day with her today. We talked, ate, played cribbage, ate, talked, played cribbage,talked ate and talked some more, then I had to leave. Her surgery is this thursday. I don;t think I will be able to see her again till Thanksgiving. She gave me money cause she felt bad that I came home and used my gas just to see her. It kind of made me feel like crap that she thought she had to pay me to come and visit her, but she wouldn't take no for an answer. I might be singing at a wedding some time in early November so I may get to see her then but we shall see. I haven't cried about this yet.....maybe it just doesn't seem real. Oh well, I don't to think about it right now.
There is some more little stuff that I could update on....but I don't feel like it. hehehe. Off I go. If any of you think of it.....pray for my gram. I would really appreciate it.