Regrouping

[swanso]

Feeling the need to regroup again. Fortunately I was nudged by someone who I am so fortunate to have met along the way. I'm not sure where I am going, but some how it has taken me to Florida, Tampa to be more specific. I have a bunch of friends down here, but it's not quite the same, at least not while regrouping, as the friends that are now so far away. I've been fighting a cold for a couple of weeks now, prior to that I was fighting the develop a new website (or set of sites, depending on how you look at it). In the process, the developing more so than the cold, I've learned quite a lot. Unfortunately things didn't come together quite right. I don't really have anything to show, or don't really want to show the pieces I have (depending on how you look at it). So now the project, and consequently my career, is in limbo. The strange thing is that although I don't have anything to show, some how I still have built up a sort of kinetic energy. There are a number of people who are supportive and confident in my ability, even though they do not have any proof. I'm too much of a perfectionist to ever be all too confident in my ability, but at times I see the tricks of the trade and realize just how little other people doing a lot of the same things really know. And the rest of the people that would have any reason to formulate an opinion don't have the slightest clue what's involved in a project like this. When I set out to develop I ended up doing just about everything else instead leaving the developing to suffer. I'm feeling very foggy headed and half writing this half listening to the President's speech. So I'm not sure where this entry was hoping to go, or where I am hoping to go, but I'm back to live journal to update. It's been years since I've spent much time on this site, but one thing that always comes to mind in tandem with Live Journal is that the two people who have given me the most resounding complements, the complements that have meant more than those two probably know, were here spending time on this site all those years ago. So in a way, this is also a silent thank you.

PS Thank god there is a autosave feature, my computer has been freezing far more than a mac should. I think my Hard Drive or the RAM wants to die.