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Last night I was talking to Haley, telling her what was wrong in my life and why I was so upset. Except, just when I thought nothing else could get any worse I woke up at seven o’clock this morning. The reason I woke up was because I kept hearing my brother talking. I wondered why he was still home. So I asked him. I found out that my uncle had just passed away. It didn’t really hit me until about 10 minutes later. I knew that my uncle was going to die soon, for a very long time, so I didn’t think it would have been as big of a shock to me as it was. I guess in the back of my mind I kept telling myself that he is going to be okay, and he isn’t going to die. I realized how much he actually meant. Him and I weren’t close at all, but once someone leaves you who has been in your life forever, you wish they were right by your side again. Sure I have had an aunt and great grandma pass, my family’s good friends, but I was young then, I didn’t really know what that meant. I guess I didn’t realize that them dying would mean that I wouldn’t ever see them again. I’m sure all of us had have family members and close friends die, but I never actually understood how anybody really felt. For example, Ashley, when her uncle passed, I gave her comfort and sincerity thinking that she would soon get over it. Well if you can’t Ashley, I understand completely. It’s hard to have something that has been by your side for your whole life leave you just randomly one day. Hopefully this won’t bring me down for the rest of my summer, but it’s going to be difficult. So if I become really moody to anyone, I’m really sorry, I’m just going through a complicated time.
R.I.P. Uncle Bub (Bub was his nickname)
Real name- Ralph Whitler.
So, R.I.P. Ralph Whitler.
For Ashley and her the rest of her family…
(I know your uncle passed a few months ago but…)
R.I.P. Colton
And for anyone else who has lost someone, may they all rest in peace.
<3 Always,
Melanie j.