"Will you come see me thursdays and saturdays..."
I've realized that I have a severe case of personality friction with about...80% of the population...if not more. Sure, I'm nice to people, but there's just this twinge of resistance between me and them. It's almost measurable in ohms; it's horrible. Like there's some sort of mental level or interest difference that's too extreme. Like other people only seem to think about life subjectively and in a very shallow manner. And...I just can't click with people like that.
Yet again, I have such a crush on this blog. I love listening to all these bands that are new to me. Ahhh yay! And it updates every Monday, so even with the lame rapidshare uploads, I can manage to snag it all in time.
I rephrase myself too much.
I think I'm going to go on a short-ish haitus? See, the thing is that I need to catch up with homework, so maybe or maybe not. It depends on whether my senioritis or my inner drive strikes first.
Earlier tonight, my mom and I went to a benefit dinner for a group that goes into third world countries and helps impoverished women and children. It's an awesome missions group. And it's so heartbreaking to hear about all those people and the hopeless lives that they face. I always need pictures and firsthand accounts to get me to realize that this is a real thing.
Some friends and I are going to an Iron Maiden concert (if we get tickets in time...lol, depends on if we get beaten out by the old metal dudes) on May 28th. Ahh, yes it's not for a while, but we need to get tickets fast. My friend's going to get the tickets all together tomorrow because they're cheaper in a group. They're going to play their old stuff like "Number of the Beast" so I'm super stoked! Man, if I had my way, I'd be such a concert junkie.
I've come to terms that I like now. A friend said he was jealous of his future self...but I replied saying that I wasn't. I'm content. Seize your youth! That's all I seem to hear. Maybe because I surround myself with a culture thirty years older then myself.
After studying the "church type" of person, I've come up with a fair analysis. They all seem so shallow. I'm saying this for "church types" in general, not the people I know in church. It's this strange mix of trying to be motherly to everyone to extreme acceptance of every word said. There's no liberal spewing of ideas. The reason this comes to me is because our church hosted a conference for all the churches in the area to come to. And ugh...it's sort of sad. Maybe my view will switch when I become "motherly" myself? Assuredly it won't, but it's worth thinking about.
Katrina
Ps- Money, the thought behind it, and the motive it causes makes me sick. I still feel guilty managing it. >.<
Pps- I ought to value my education more.
Yet again, I have such a crush on this blog. I love listening to all these bands that are new to me. Ahhh yay! And it updates every Monday, so even with the lame rapidshare uploads, I can manage to snag it all in time.
I rephrase myself too much.
I think I'm going to go on a short-ish haitus? See, the thing is that I need to catch up with homework, so maybe or maybe not. It depends on whether my senioritis or my inner drive strikes first.
Earlier tonight, my mom and I went to a benefit dinner for a group that goes into third world countries and helps impoverished women and children. It's an awesome missions group. And it's so heartbreaking to hear about all those people and the hopeless lives that they face. I always need pictures and firsthand accounts to get me to realize that this is a real thing.
Some friends and I are going to an Iron Maiden concert (if we get tickets in time...lol, depends on if we get beaten out by the old metal dudes) on May 28th. Ahh, yes it's not for a while, but we need to get tickets fast. My friend's going to get the tickets all together tomorrow because they're cheaper in a group. They're going to play their old stuff like "Number of the Beast" so I'm super stoked! Man, if I had my way, I'd be such a concert junkie.
I've come to terms that I like now. A friend said he was jealous of his future self...but I replied saying that I wasn't. I'm content. Seize your youth! That's all I seem to hear. Maybe because I surround myself with a culture thirty years older then myself.
After studying the "church type" of person, I've come up with a fair analysis. They all seem so shallow. I'm saying this for "church types" in general, not the people I know in church. It's this strange mix of trying to be motherly to everyone to extreme acceptance of every word said. There's no liberal spewing of ideas. The reason this comes to me is because our church hosted a conference for all the churches in the area to come to. And ugh...it's sort of sad. Maybe my view will switch when I become "motherly" myself? Assuredly it won't, but it's worth thinking about.
Katrina
Ps- Money, the thought behind it, and the motive it causes makes me sick. I still feel guilty managing it. >.<
Pps- I ought to value my education more.