"I wish I were a mole in the ground"
Overwhelming peace, calm...is something that can be enjoyed even in the most troubling of times. I just now came to terms with the fact that my wallet is gone and no longer there. Not like I would have spent that money on anything besides school textbooks anyway... *sigh* So I just called the bank to cancel my atm card and have them send a new one to my house. It's funny how every time it's hit me with an extreme form of panic, there's been something to smooth it over with positive thoughts.
I went to a superbowl party and watched the game. I mostly had a good time hanging out with people and hoping my dad wouldn't yell *right* into my right ear. He gets really into football... And my friend Ian and I came up with silly things like how you could go on a diet and eat only things that started with vowels. XD He got really sad when I told him he could have Italian food, but no pasta. :P And the game itself was pretty intense. Seriously, there was a point where I honestly didn't know who was going to win. Yay plot twists! And there were a few funny commercials. *shock* And LOLOLOLOL Attack of the Boss's crotch! XD
Ian drove me back to school tonight. We had a good conversation that really helped to ease the blow of such horrible things as my wallet going away and trying to figure out what we're going to do with our lives. And you know, it is true...we always have the silver spoon. We always have riches and wealth more than we can imagine...simply because of this country we live in. It's an amazing thing. And a hug goodbye is always a good sense of calm. I have such an amazing sense of community and "home" back home...now, I feel silly for liking to be away so much.
After all this mess, I think I can appreciate and respect the security that comes with small town suburbia. I KNOW RIGHT?! I never thought I'd hear those words out of me. Squares have lives to live too. Because, man, I can panic when I don't feel secure. I wish I could somehow feel secure while living on the edge...because heaven forbid, ME live a life of SAFETY?! Ha. No, I'm going to set myself out for something extraordinary. *deep sigh* I'd better go ready myself for some panic attacks, then.
Katrina
Ps- This folk music anthology > life
I went to a superbowl party and watched the game. I mostly had a good time hanging out with people and hoping my dad wouldn't yell *right* into my right ear. He gets really into football... And my friend Ian and I came up with silly things like how you could go on a diet and eat only things that started with vowels. XD He got really sad when I told him he could have Italian food, but no pasta. :P And the game itself was pretty intense. Seriously, there was a point where I honestly didn't know who was going to win. Yay plot twists! And there were a few funny commercials. *shock* And LOLOLOLOL Attack of the Boss's crotch! XD
Ian drove me back to school tonight. We had a good conversation that really helped to ease the blow of such horrible things as my wallet going away and trying to figure out what we're going to do with our lives. And you know, it is true...we always have the silver spoon. We always have riches and wealth more than we can imagine...simply because of this country we live in. It's an amazing thing. And a hug goodbye is always a good sense of calm. I have such an amazing sense of community and "home" back home...now, I feel silly for liking to be away so much.
After all this mess, I think I can appreciate and respect the security that comes with small town suburbia. I KNOW RIGHT?! I never thought I'd hear those words out of me. Squares have lives to live too. Because, man, I can panic when I don't feel secure. I wish I could somehow feel secure while living on the edge...because heaven forbid, ME live a life of SAFETY?! Ha. No, I'm going to set myself out for something extraordinary. *deep sigh* I'd better go ready myself for some panic attacks, then.
Katrina
Ps- This folk music anthology > life