ugh. .

Jul 29, 2005 10:19

Work is sooo ooo ooo ooo Boring right now. I am so bored with trying not to be bored. I am so tired of trying to look like I am doing something. Oh well, in 6 hours I'll be on my way to Kalamazoo. I don't really want to do that either. Moving out of that house is going to be a bitch and an ass. It doesn't help my roommate is too busy with her butt fuck boyfriend to help. We are supposed to be out of there by sunday; she doesn't get back from camping till Saturday night.

Inconsiderate douche.

Anyway, life is okay I suppose. Being back at home has changed my life, but honestly for the better. I work at a property management firm now. . 40 hours a week. WHOOO hooooooo! Good pay, long hours, BIG pay checks! Only problem with the job is, I have to actually dress professional. Today, is not a good day for professional clothes. I really wanted to show up in a pair of boxers, a T-shirt and flip flops. But. . that wouldn't work out very well.

It was my birthday on Monday and my mom sent me flowers at work. LOTS of sunflowers! I llllove em!

I need to make new friends. . I don't have any single friends anymore and it is REALLY pissing me off. I can't hang out with ANY of my friends with out being ditched later on for their boy/girlfriends. I'm not mad at these people for having a special someone, I don't want a special someone and I don't need a special someone. What I want is friends that actually want to hang out with me and not continuously worry about what their bf/gf is doing. At this point, I am SICK of seeing my best friends making out with someone. EVERYTIME I hang out with "my friends", it is a constant display of smooching. In the past couple of months, I havn't hung out with anyone that hasn't been making out with someone.

If you are happy, I am happy for you. Make out as much as you want with you gf/bf. Do what ever you want with them. . But I'm dissappearing for a while because I'm sick of the scene. I can't be the 3rd, 5th, 7th, 9th wheel anymore, it gets tiresome and boring.
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