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Brandon and I saw "A Love Song for Bobby Long" tonight. Terrific Movie. Fantastic acting by everyone involved (John Travlota I don't really hate you -that- much anymore, this role showed more depth than some of your other choices). It was great a really relaxing movie. I loved it.
It was also exciting because I have been closing every night at Subway except Saturdays and Sundays. Tonight I only worked 4-8 though. It's good though. I'm happy. I wake up at 8 every morning. I go to school. I study. I help my mom run her errands. I go to work. I come home talk alittle online and read. I go to bed. It's nice. I am genuinely happy. I am glad that I can go to work with a smile on my face despite the fact that its 5-6 hours a day and I'm sometimes tired... it's nice.
Today was beautiful! Waking up to fresh light in my window sent bounce directly into my step. I drove to school windows down, Talib Kweli blarring. Went to class. Had a talk with said old black man. Studied like crazy. Went to class. Drove to Plano to the Collin County Rape Crisis Center. All is well there, it's a great place to volunteer, with a great lady at the head, and a fantastic cause. I'm excited to start training for certification every tue./thur./saturday day until I have enough training to take the test to become a certified rape advocate. It's going to be a great learning experience.
I am reading up a storm when I am not totally busy. It keeps me happy. I read Virgin Suicides and some Sociology books. I went to Half-Price this week and went crazy buying up every book in sight.
I dunno. Things are just good. I am pleased with my life right now. I would be lying if I said I still don't feel a bit lonely for a deeper relationship, someone to walk duke with me, talk to all night, read books with, rely on. But, I don't really have time right now, and I am proud of myself that although last week presented a lead on a relationship, that I didn't follow through with it, because it would be a dead end. I should only date someone with passion. Passion for life and for causes and for art. That's what I am truely attracted to. So it's okay for me to feel lonley, but I have to learn to be okay with it.
I am truly becoming my own best friend. Other than the kids at subway, and people who are on AOL late at night and my mom I am the only person I talk to all days sometimes. I don't mind that though. I like to study. I like to listen to my progressive hip hop. I like to read. I like to write. So it's good. My only complaint is not enough time to meditate/paint.
I'll work on that though! I'm just SO excited to start training next week!!!!
I close tomarrow night 5-10, but after 10 I can hang so everyone let me know the agenda... thanks :)
It was also exciting because I have been closing every night at Subway except Saturdays and Sundays. Tonight I only worked 4-8 though. It's good though. I'm happy. I wake up at 8 every morning. I go to school. I study. I help my mom run her errands. I go to work. I come home talk alittle online and read. I go to bed. It's nice. I am genuinely happy. I am glad that I can go to work with a smile on my face despite the fact that its 5-6 hours a day and I'm sometimes tired... it's nice.
Today was beautiful! Waking up to fresh light in my window sent bounce directly into my step. I drove to school windows down, Talib Kweli blarring. Went to class. Had a talk with said old black man. Studied like crazy. Went to class. Drove to Plano to the Collin County Rape Crisis Center. All is well there, it's a great place to volunteer, with a great lady at the head, and a fantastic cause. I'm excited to start training for certification every tue./thur./saturday day until I have enough training to take the test to become a certified rape advocate. It's going to be a great learning experience.
I am reading up a storm when I am not totally busy. It keeps me happy. I read Virgin Suicides and some Sociology books. I went to Half-Price this week and went crazy buying up every book in sight.
I dunno. Things are just good. I am pleased with my life right now. I would be lying if I said I still don't feel a bit lonely for a deeper relationship, someone to walk duke with me, talk to all night, read books with, rely on. But, I don't really have time right now, and I am proud of myself that although last week presented a lead on a relationship, that I didn't follow through with it, because it would be a dead end. I should only date someone with passion. Passion for life and for causes and for art. That's what I am truely attracted to. So it's okay for me to feel lonley, but I have to learn to be okay with it.
I am truly becoming my own best friend. Other than the kids at subway, and people who are on AOL late at night and my mom I am the only person I talk to all days sometimes. I don't mind that though. I like to study. I like to listen to my progressive hip hop. I like to read. I like to write. So it's good. My only complaint is not enough time to meditate/paint.
I'll work on that though! I'm just SO excited to start training next week!!!!
I close tomarrow night 5-10, but after 10 I can hang so everyone let me know the agenda... thanks :)